Farewell, Yo. Go!

(If I ever have to post this (It seems like in all likelihood, I’ll be putting this up shortly), let it be known that this is one post I never hoped to write. Certainly not so soon!)

For the first time in my life, I write a blogpost with a heavy heart. I have written often when I have been sad, hurt, angry, crying, cribbing, complaining etc, but for the first time, I am writing in a sense of chronicling (distant) happy memories, just to sum them up in a reluctant ‘goodbye’. This post marks the end of an era; a break in a wonderful journey. This post should, in effect, call the end of this blog. A closure. Simply coz the concept with which it had been initiated, has reached a dead-end:

Dear readers of the blog, you might recall that this blog was meant to chronicle the Misadventures of three Creatures (Gannas) in the place they were destined to be together for some time, The Ganna-land. And today, one-third of their number officially leaves the Gannaland. In other words, he has quit. Given in his papers. Resigned. Or call what you like it! Ganna Gang Member# 2, Yo!, urf Samkit is GONE. Even though he earnestly points out that he should not be chucked out of the Gang solely on this ground (against my accusation of treachery, and of being a traitor, he quotes ME to argue his case for continued membership: “You have to be a Ganna Inside”. Location, affiliation etc was never a criterion, he claims. And damn it, yo! I hate it when you use all my dialogues to counter me.

So anyway, Meggs, you hated my rants about this Ganna Land stuff, right? Well, good news: the story ends here. Bad News: I am not too happy. And THIS is my not-too-happy face :-(

[Oh by the way, Yo, I am just reminded of this one silly thing I keep forgetting about. I have this odd piece of metal in my office bag (yeah!). It got ripped off your bag once when we were rushing out of the SPN station at 3: 50 at night; Someone from the group thought it was mine and handed it over to me in the rush of things. Sleepily (With you guyz around, I never even bothered to stay awake at that hour, let alone conscious!, barely opening my eyelids to follow the direction of your footsteps…) Dutifully, I stuffed it inside the side pocket of my backpack. In the same sleepy-state, I remember seeing you pass by me and sincerely mumbling something about that metal piece being from your bag instead (seriously, Yo! How chindi can you get :P ). I made a mental note of it; Since I was too lazy to fish back into the bag, I thought I’ll give it to you later. And I forgot about it, until we returned to Delhi. I made a mental note of returning it to you the next time ( the concern with which you had expressed your proprietary rights over it, made it seem like it was some precious object- perhaps the bag had some sentimental value or something ( though, knowing you, its monetary value seems more likely to get your emotions roused! ;) ) And after that, everytime, we were to travel together, I’d put it in my bag, and forget about it when I met you! I carried it to office often (in my office bag) and never, for once, got a chance to return it. Every weekend, when I chucked out all the garbage from my office bag, it would tumble out- ugly and unwanted piece of garbage, and I couldn’t throw it away ( “oye.. shayad woh piece mere bag ka tha” – that emotion laden dialogue from my half-sleep memory kicked in a guilty feeling!) I would put it back in (‘next time..!’) and as you are well aware, the metal piece never got returned! Now that almost 4 plus months have passed!! – I was reminded of it again today (coz of this going-down-the-memory-lane-exercise?)

And now, it just seems ironic. Like this is the token of farewell, that I was *meant* to hand over to you, as the Founder and Chief of the Gang that was. (Okay, correction: The Gang IS. Present tense. And future tense. Amen)]

I guess I just want to tell Yo(u), (since you always had complaints about my poor ‘catching-up- on-telephone’ skills and I admit, I suck at keeping in touch. And make no assurance of improving any sooner :P ), that no matter how many years pass, no matter how many gangs/ gangsters I end up establishing ;) , the Ganna Gang will always remain really special. The memories are just too good. And by the way, that sentiment should count more than the number of phone calls etc ( by the way, the rest of you should also make a note of this- I think the u-don’t-ping, u-don’t-call, u-don’t-sing accusations hurled against me are very unfair. I am just a slow worker, poor at managing my time and multiple things. And I am a bit lazy, yeah. So what, I care and I am there, is anyday better than I ping/I call. Right?

Snapshots of memories I’ll always remember

• Those fun ( conversation rich) walks post-dinner, when the three of us took numerous rounds of those lanes in the plant colony, under the brilliantly bejeweled countryside sky, in the pure, fresh air-the beauty of which only I could appreciate; and whenever I did, an already-on-high-voltage, SIR (wary of the potential unit-posting ) would burst out at me, “Nai chahiye pollution free air.. I WANT the pollution.. I want Delhi”. And how an innocent me would gulp in fear, and walk over to your side (by now we would have both distanced from sir, at least 7 feet :P )

And, how we dodged your self appointed Buddy aka BUD, the mast-hai-mast-hai-mast-hai dude (okay! Noww I hope you now feel guilty about calling him what you used to, remember!!), the Share-market obsessed freaks ( oh, you were not there that night they caught sir and me for our expert opinions – IMAGINE, ME! I might as well have recited the Japanese National Anthem for them!! – Did I tell you, I had to fake a phone call, and help us escape from them- Sir was too busy flashing fake smiles and maintaining his place in their good books ( yes sir, admit it :D ) !)

• Those arbit (initially scary) bouts of “Yo, baiibee!!!”. Seriously Yo, We could never understand the inspiration or logic behind those emotional outbursts. My own conclusion is that it is your mechanism to deal with excessive stress/ anticipated happiness. Like Sir’s usage of ‘AWESOME!!’ – said loudly, enthusiastically, and with the broadest grin humanly possible- even if he has to simply describe a fly wheezing by. Nonetheless, both Sir and I liked you better in the Yo! Mood. May you never lose that :-)
• Ha ha ha .. this one.. Oh My God.

[Scene: HR Office at Gannaland. All three of us chatting with the Deputy. Mgr, HR ]

Suddenly Some trainee girl behind Sir, calls out to him, “Excuse Me! That’s MINE!” All our heads turn to Sir- to find out as to, on what object precisely (located on Sir) was she claiming ownership to. And Lo, and behold! A pink hanky (pink tha na?) on his shoulder – draped proudly, like a gamcha. Pink Hanky! While everybody ( Dy. Mgr HR, and other officers , other trainee girls) looked Zapped with why-and-how-did-he-do-this?, Sir, completely taken aback by this discovery himself, gives a panic reaction: ‘Arrey arrey, what is this… yeh kaha se aaya’ (sir.. wohi toh hum sab poochna chah rahe the ;) ) … and while the rest of us roared with laughter ( A highly dumb Me having noticed the hanky on his shoulder 2 minutes back already, I was wondering .. ooooh, so he did not know it was there!.. I now saw Yo, laughing, winking an ‘I –did-it’ look).

Sir of course (genius as ever) , hypothesized a cover-up story- on what MUST have transpired.. a whole story of how it must have been kept on his helmet, and while he was wearing the helmet, traveled to his shoulder..and blah blah blah!! Kudos, sir. Good job of spinning a yarn (Though, some random girl (and her random friends) in Ajoobapur will always remember you as the suited-booted jerk, who didn’t know better than to steal stranger girls’ hankies!)

Kudos, Yo! That scene till date brings tears in my eyes. Happy tears of course :D

· Ragging Sir. Oooh I’ll miss that. Only you could have responded with “she toh always had a soft corner for sir”, the minute I told you about K’s dhamakedaar news wali update call to him (In an otherwise serious context) :D And oh, picking on all his Soo-gar talks, and oh, “UP Yo! hain” instead of “AAP Yo! hain”

· Nobody has ever kicked me out of the room the way you did after our snack-parties every evening. (though a dear pseudo-roommate at IMI did often threaten to throw me out of the window in my sleeping bag, but it was never quite the same thing) And I’ll never forget the lengths to which you would go, to ensure my exit. :D

· Moving from one confusing machine to another inside the plant (All looking like huge sized metal jars with lids and pipings, and weird coiling – identical in every respect, except the name (and of course the detailed structure). While the engineer-in-charge of teaching us, spoke in Latin so fast that by the time I was on ... “achcha.. ise vertical crystallizer kehte hain..” .. Sir and he would be engaged in a deep discussion on how and why the contents flow from this-coil-to-that-coil and not from that-coil-to-this-coil. Thanks for telling me that you looked at me just for reassurance by the sad look on my face, that you were not the only kid on the back bench, in the tiny class. I was a co-back bencher with you, or even a bench behind you! [of course moving over to financial classes, I became the lone back bencher]

· Oh and thanks for having the same chintu-mintu-fresher types mental make-up, as I do. You know what I mean: Some random person talks to us thoda sa pyar se, and we will be ready to clean the vertical crystallizer for him ;) , some of the smallest, most insignificant things that we would pick up on ( and even be motivated by!), given our small understanding and world-view.

· The Lost habit of beginning a phone convo with “Hello”. I am now used to a very dramatic, sing-song, “Kyaa kehna chahenge aap!”

· Boarding a train from U.P at arnd 2 at night, seating ourselves (in a totally India-tv-cum-aap-ajoobabur se-hain mode) .. before a horrified couple, whose curiosity was piqued, upon seeing our loud enthusiastic style and conversation at that hour, to ask us. “Erm.. Are you guyz from Star News?”. Yo, replied with a straight face, “Nahi, India TV se”. And I am sure they got off the train the next morning, having believed that to be true!

· Remember that mean aunty on train who wouldn’t let us talk late into the night. (“Please yahan pe sone denge aap”, she suddenly shouted into the dark space)- which er.. of course saw Sourav fleeing in fright to his distant seat in the next cabin. Thanks for exchanging those she-is-such-a-loser looks, when the next morning, she and her uncool kid were both playing wannabe- and trying to butt their noses into our group’s fun conversations.

Okay, this helped chronicle some of the things off-the-mind. Though of course, nothing can capture the entire phenomenon that Gannaland was/ is and will be. And I wish I had a better reason/occasion to make this record, than as a farewell note.

Some other memories... maybe I’ll deal with them, when we need to bid a farewell to Sir (:-( , already)

Somehow, “keeping in touch” is never the same thing as “being in touch”. Being in the same school, college, field, career etc etc – interweaves lives, stories such that whenever you update someone from your context, about something, they know- in a line, the history and implications of what it means. Being out-of-context just changes things that way. Say for instance, I was sharing a story of my goof-up at work (mixing up the names of my vendor and corporate HR Head in a circulated draft of Minutes AND again, in a mail) – while my 2-plus-month-old roomie sent across her enthusiastic reaction (having read the story only over mail), Arps here (my f.r.i.e.n.d since class-what? Having seen me through what-not).. failed to appreciate the precise tragicomedy in the situation. Coz she really did not UNDERSTAND what was the big deal about it! Anyhow, I guess the show must go on.

As my tradition goes, I shall update this story with the profiles of the two protagonists ( my testimonials for them).

Ganna Gang Member#1: I wil mk dis really short agnst my avg of 3-piece testimonials .. cz if I realy get going abt my G.G folks .. Orkut will probably ban me for blatant violation of d wrd limit prescribed here!.. Aap SIR hain, aur aap bahut hi ‘awesome’ prani hain! (awesome with ALL those expressions) .. Aap have Woh-ked with NTPC 4 3 years, but l8er aap (wat faff ws that.. aah!) ‘further studies’ ke liye IIFT join kiye ..aur aaj aap SOO-gar mein as a Finished Product kuch Raw Material types chintu-mintu freshers ke saath hain… Aapko sab pyar se Shomo, galti se ‘Soum-yaa’ aurr dar se, SIR Bulate hain … aapka sense of humor itna awesome hain, ki kuch chintu-type raw materials toh aapki shakal pe suppressed laughter dekhte hi Bhare conference hall mein out-of-control laughter ke fit mein aa jate hain..Aap ek tuchch fresher ke haathon racism ke shikar hain(how tuchch we are, u hv indicated enuff no. of times sir- explicitly or implicitly!) ..n d adoptive son of a famous guard @Ajoobapur…

SHOMO-deep=1 brilliant package of evrything-frm baffling clarity in thought process, 2 d knack of dealing with people of all shades with comfortable smartnes and dignity, from well measured, abundant ideas,opinions and solutions, to countless jokes/sutble humor-notings. His enterprising spirit, meticulous thinking & implementation, honest, secure and dignified approach with evrybody,n infectious energy tht effortlessly mixes work wid play,r inspiring as well as rewarding 4 every1 arnd. Agn, 1 of d best ppl I hv known in al my life.Sir,I am a fan!Han..dimag thoda kamzor hai, isiliye MBA karne mein humse zyada time lag gaya (n tht 2, he got thru NTPC quota in IIFT..bt nvm! ..Cheers 4 always accompanying me in catching d right humor in every situation..n YO’s UN-yo-ification sessions..Thx 4 al those countless times when u guyz wre arnd 2 mk things much more b’ful than they wud hv otherwise been! I do feel proud n fortunate 2 hv begun my professional life wid colleagues like u..cheers n God Bless

Ganna Gang Member# 2: ‘Yo!’. wil mk dis really short agnst my avg of 3-piece testimonials .. cz if I realy get going abt my G.G folks ..Orkut wil probably ban me 4 blatant violation of d wrd limit prescribed here! Altho his value addn 2 the grp in terms of jokes is d least, 1ce in a blue moon, v do see sum sparks of brilliance.. (m particularly happy with d fun coordination wid wich we take Sir’s Case, on his SIR-ness!: D)..Frm gracefuly kickin me outa d room evry evening aftr our snack-party, 2 organizing on-d-spot ‘MT-meets’ in random corners of d ofice, 2 healthy debates (‘Sir aap sahi bol rhe ho.. tu bhi sahi bol rahi hai…lekin!’), 2 the zillion codenames, 2 his LOL prank- putin a paraya-female-hanky-on-Sir’s-shoulder .. all d memories wil last beyond dis lifetime for me… Ap SH hain..Aap ‘yo!’ bhi hain, aur ‘woh’ bhi hain .. Conscientious, dependable, steady, level-headed, cucumber-cool, mature, sensitive 2 human dignity, wid a fair dose of integrity n sincere optimism/+ve energy..

.Yo inspires trust n frndship. N respect.Ofcors,.thoda bahut dimagh bhi theek thaak types hai. V dun share a single common area of interest,n r like frm diff. pts on d map, yet, smhow v r alwys on a similar mental wavelngth..n thnk god 4 this!His obsession wid numbers/finance 2 is a major pain 4 a quant-averse creature lyk me, but I gues r friends cnt b perfect, na.. u knw wat God is lyk..a li’l bit of this, n a li’l bit of tht rem :P ! n all dis n tht summed, net-net, Samkit is 1 of d best people I hv known in al my life(evn tho we’ve been acquainted 4 barely 3 mths!) May god bless YO(u) , wid al d gud things in life that u desire.Thx 4 al dose countless times when u guyz were arnd 2 mk things much more b’ful than they wud hv otherwise been!I feel proud n fortunate 2 hv begun my professional lyf wid colleagues like u PS: If YOu dun learn 2 write detailed update mails like Sir n me, I wil use my Founder’s Privilege 2 chuck u out of the Gang. Tht mite be my 1st office order frm Loni Cheers!

On a concluding note, wish you a long, prosperous life and career ahead, Yo. May you buy out Ganna Land one day, and hire me as the CEO of the new Soogar Giant in the country. Oho, CEO bole toh Chief Entertainment Officer..re!

PS. Don’t Go na, please! :-(

PS 2. Of course, I posted this quite a few days after I actually wrote it. Want to acknowledge the Rondu urf forever-cribbing-whining-beyond-all-reason kid’s good turn (this one is another colleague from our MT batch- but not a ganna ganger): I was really sad about this whole thing the day Yo officially declared his intended exit, and the Cribber actually stopped cribbing about his screwed-up life and shared some solemn thoughts on the Ganna Gang. Sensing how broken I was, (and realizing for a change, that others too have problems in life.. !) For a change, he actually came up with positive statements like “Ganna Gang Rocks”, “cheer up” and the like :O :O

I mean, I was practically moved! Seriously, so moved I was, and so happy with his behavior, that seeing a clear vacancy in the group, I was tempted to offer him membership instead. Yet, something stopped me. Dunno what. Dunno why.

I guess Yo is right in quoting me: You could be anywhere, anyone, however good or bad, beautiful or ugly, to be a Ganna Gang-er, you simply have to be a Ganna inside- Whatever that means :D And I guess there are only just so many of us.

God Bless..

Cheerios :-)